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Post by InsanityIsCool on Aug 13, 2015 15:21:04 GMT -5
As she held polly, and was held in turn, all the memories flashed through her eyes.
her parents tortured and mutilated bodies on the floor of the cabin, their frozen blood just near her feet, her ears still ringing with their screams of pain, her eyes seared with the image of their tortured features.
her adopted parents, their screams of pain from the fires, and their terrible blackened and cracked skin in the compound, moaning in pain, her hands in theirs, watching them fade away.
every image, every memory, burning through her, again and again. but this time, it was different than the nightmares. it was not them torturing her, but instead showing themselves to her, almost as if they were trying to convince her to let them go. she couldn't though, she had kept these images and memories deep inside her for so long, she didn't even know how to let them go. but as polly's words came through, a certain warmth slowly flowed through her, and she looked up into polly's eyes, her own tearstained, red with crying, filled with bone deep sadness and regret, and something else. "...promise?" she said softly, like a child. she hated herself for this weakness but she couldn't stop it
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Post by JDrew25 on Aug 14, 2015 7:24:23 GMT -5
"I promise."
Polly held the woman for a while longer, listening to her sobs quiet down and her breathing becoming slow and steady once more. She felt her own eyes closing as well, and before long she was asleep next to the woman, one arm draped around her, her head pressed into her neck as she began to dream of home, and of the long trip awaiting her before she would get there.
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Post by InsanityIsCool on Aug 14, 2015 8:04:56 GMT -5
that time, surrounded by polly's warmth, katya slept peacefully. she hadn't cried in along time, she hadn't when the plague hit, she hadn't when she saw her step parents die slowly. she hadn't cried since that faraway time, during the winter of 2004.
when she was with polly, it was like she could finally let go, finally afford to feel something other than sadness and regret. and it terrified her.
if after this she lost polly...
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Post by JDrew25 on Aug 14, 2015 8:27:35 GMT -5
Polly woke slowly, blinking her eyes open and trying to get the morning breath out of her mouth as she stretched out her arms. She realized she was still lying over Katya, and smiled as she remembered she had comforted the other woman during the night. She felt dry for the most part, and hoped their clothing would be just as dry. She hated putting on wet clothing, and didn't relish the idea of traveling in it through the woods. As she began to stir she tried not to wake the woman, letting her sleep for as long as she needed. It was barely light out, and from the small crack in the doors of the container she saw morning light getting ready to come over the horizon. She decided sleeping in wouldn't be the worst idea in the world, and decided to wrap herself around the sleeping woman and closed her eyes again.
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Post by InsanityIsCool on Aug 14, 2015 8:53:07 GMT -5
Katya smiled as polly closed her eyes again. she had woken a bit before her, but didn't want to wake her. she snuggled closer, a tiny sigh of content passing by her lips. but even as she enjoyed the moment, her mind and emotions were running rampant.
around polly, she felt as if she could let go of all the pain, suffering, sadness and regret that had been with her since that fateful winter in 2004. last night was the first time she had cried since then.
this girl, this beautiful, compassionate, fiery soul had comforted her, had helped her, for the moment, escape the dark prison of her past. this girl was like a shining lighthouse that had guided her out of the dark sea of her torment. and for that, Katya would gladly give her life for her.
but at the same time, she feared for her, and herself. if polly suffered the same fate, a horrible death with no way to be able to stop it, katya wouldn't just revert. she would lose her mind.
but the path these thoughts were going was not for this time.
she just enjoyed the feel of polly's naked warm skin against her, and once again, fell into peaceful sleep.
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Post by JDrew25 on Aug 14, 2015 9:00:46 GMT -5
Polly slept for a while longer, finally the urges of nature made her wake back up, and she got up clumsily, her legs feeling like rubber. The long walk they had yesterday had worn her out, and she hoped Katya wouldn't see her looking so weak. She grabbed her top, but left her pants as she gently woke the other woman, letting her know she was going outside. Before she tried to open the doors any further, she checked through the break in the doors to make sure nothing was outside waiting to attack them. Being paranoid in the world they lived in now was perfectly normal since there were things out to get you.
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Post by InsanityIsCool on Aug 14, 2015 9:21:47 GMT -5
Katya got up with polly, she needed to answer the call of nature too. however, she had a better idea than doing the business in the long grass.
there were several broken boxes in the container, one contained the fur rugs they had used but another had several small camping chemical toilets that looked to be in good shape. she took 2 out of the box, checked for insects and spiders and gave one to polly, along with a roll of scavenged toilet paper, the really nice '4 ply eucalyptus stuff.
"use this, better than where you can be blindsided." going out, she took her pistol, motioning polly to do the same, and went to the left side of the container.
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Post by JDrew25 on Aug 14, 2015 9:32:00 GMT -5
"This is a lifesaver, I think an actual lifesaver. We have to come back for this stuff when we get back home. I think we'll be the heroes of the land."
Polly took care of her business, and made sure everything was cleaned up and put away once she was done. She finished getting dressed, shivering a little as her pants were still not dry, but comfortable enough for wear for the time being. She supposed by mid day they would be completely dry, and she wondered where they would be stopping then. It would take quite some time to go through the woods, and perhaps Katya knew of a safe place to sleep or to at least rest.
"Did you mark this on your map? We should, I'm not sure how long it would take people to bring all of this back, but it would make life much easier for everyone."
As she gathered up her items, she went through some of the other boxes, finding a few dry rations. She wasn't sure if they were still good, but Katya thought they had been last night, so she trusted her judgement. Stuffing a few in her bag, she smiled at the idea of all of these things coming back to the farm. It would be a small miracle to everyone there.
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Post by InsanityIsCool on Aug 14, 2015 9:45:06 GMT -5
Katya chuckled, "yeah I marked it, I just hope you guys have a semi or something other than hand drawn cart, cause all that will be heavy as s***."
Katya's clothes were still somewhat damp, but Katya didn't mind, she had slept dry and they were going to be moving. once they packed everything up, they left, making sure to mark the container with a small sign and lock the door to keep out scavengers. then they continued.
Katya couldn't help but notice that everything that morning seemed brighter, and her shoulders felt lighter than they had in many years.
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Post by JDrew25 on Aug 14, 2015 10:07:20 GMT -5
As they began their trek, Polly couldn't help but notice that the other woman was in a remarkably better mood than what she had been acting like yesterday. This was a good thing. She hoped as the trip continued she would open up a bit more, but if she didn't, then she would understand. Whatever had happened, whoever she had lost, it had seemed to affect her deeply. She was lucky that she had never experienced that type of loss, but she had seen it effects firsthand.
"I know last night was a bit rough for you. I just want you to know...um, if you need to speak about anything, I'm all ears."
She took her hands and wagged her ears for dramatic effect, wincing a little as her wrist reminded her it was still hurt.
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Post by InsanityIsCool on Aug 14, 2015 10:17:26 GMT -5
Katya laughed at polly's antics, wagging her finger at her. "don't hurt yourself for my benefit gorgeous. I might decide to punish you." she added in a sultry voice, laughing again at polly's blush.
after that, a sad smile showed. She may have been polly's first, but she had no illusions of the kind of future she could have with her. despite what had happened, and her progression, Katya was too broken to possibly be a good partner for her. she deserved someone better.
"I...I was forced to watch my parents being tortured to death when I was six, and locked in a small room with their bodies, left to die. and Later, after the apocalypse, I watched the people who found me, cared for me, and took me in as their own burn alive and die in slow agony, unable to help in any way."
she faced polly with her sad smile, her eyes showing the pain that she had been shackled with her whole life.
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Post by JDrew25 on Aug 14, 2015 10:33:52 GMT -5
Polly stopped, the color draining from her pale face as she listened to Katya speak. She couldn't imagine what that must have been like, what the woman had been forced to endure, and the damage it must have caused her. She took the woman's hand and rubbed it against her cheek, searching for the words to make it all better, to make the woman know that she understood.
"I can't imagine what that must have been like. I am so, so sorry for what you had to endure. When she stop again, if you want to tell me more, I wouldn't mind listening. I'd be honored."
She gave the woman a small smile, and gently kissed her nose. She wasn't sure how she could make it better, but sometimes she knew that humor helped.
"And who says I wouldn't mind being punished?"
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Post by InsanityIsCool on Aug 14, 2015 11:09:38 GMT -5
katya grinned, and quickly took polly's wrists, twisting her around to put her in a double arm bar, though only using enough strength to restrain. taking both in one hand she grabbed polly's throat, chuckling. she used just enough pressure to make it dig in noticably, but not enough to endanger or cause a bruise. "well aren't you the insatiable little pervert." she said huskily in polly's ear, seductive but with a hard edge to it. katya could tell polly was getting excited, after all, she had practically learned all her signals that night in the brothel. "do you want a repeat of that night, hmmm? you do don't you. you want me to tie you up so your at my mercy. you want me to tease you. spank you. f**k you. use you for my pleasure."
"Maybe I should start." she released her arms, pulling polly against her so her body pinned her arms.
her hand travelled, over polly, teasing, tantalising for a few moments, before she released the girl. "but not now I think, we have many more miles to travel before dark."
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Post by JDrew25 on Aug 14, 2015 11:16:40 GMT -5
Polly tried to hide her blush, as well as the fact that her breath was coming faster and her body was trembling slightly. She hadn't been ready for her to tease her in such a manner, and was visibly flustered.
"I..I didn't know I'd like it that much. You're just lucky I do, right?"
She was trying her best to flirt back, and sound more adventurous than she felt, but she wasn't sure if she could match the other woman's bravado. Still, she gave it a good try.
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Post by InsanityIsCool on Aug 14, 2015 11:42:23 GMT -5
Katya grew a Cheshire grin, and slowly gazed at polly from head to toe and back. "Oh aren't you adorable when you try to flirt. well Polly, if you must know, you certainly aren't my first, nor the second, your just the last in a long line of girls I've given and taken pleasure from. But I must admit, none of them truly lost themselves. enjoyed them selves yes but never truly liked the restraints. You however," she added, going forward and cupping her, her grin widening at polly's sudden gasp and moan. "You loved it. admit it. you loved being taken wholly and completely by a woman you had just met, you let yourself be restrained in a bondage dungeon and f**ked by a stranger and you loved it. And as virgin to boot."
she leaned in and kissed her softly, teasingly. "I bet that wasn't your first experience of pleasure. come on, you can tell me, I told you my secret."
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